life is tighting its hold on me. tighter than a pair of my little sister jeans [which look great on me bye the way] Options

[Watttt]

i came out. simple as that. i guess thats where it all begins. of course with school gossip everyone knows now. but you see everyone thinks that im just trying to get attention. thats one of my problems. the others are the beatings, the verbal abusings, ect. but looking back i guess where it really began with a girl. a girl who a first i befriended, admired, and always looked forward to seeing.[i never liked her liked her by the way] well one day she told me she was gay. i didnt care. she's my friend what should it matter? i didnt think much about it. thena few monthes later i started havinfg like wet dreams...only with guys.[i was on bottom ] i started loosing interest in girls and that kind of stuff and longed to do stuff....with guys. so eventually i figure out im gay [or so i think...] i try to keep it a secret but like i said word gets around fast. idk maybe i am fooling myself. maybe i am trying to get attention without meaning to....nothing makes sense any more....any suggestions comments or questions?...

[spongeboblover]

kids are mean
when they see someone trying to be different then what they believe in them, they try to push you to be like them.
my advice for you is just ignore them.
if your gay your gay. simple as that
but see im not gay but my best friend is
and she told me sometimes being gay is a phase,
other people who are were just born gay.
so this also could be a phase.

but dont keep it a secret stand up for your self dont let other bring you down.
if you want just go up on your roof and scream IM GAY.
cuz your just hurting yourself by keeping it in side of you.

Reason for edit: I deleted your other double post =] -- mercy

[EmoEyelinerx]

kids are mean
when they see someone trying to be different then what they believe in them, they try to push you to be like them.
my advice for you is just ignore them.
if your gay your gay. simple as that
sometimes being gay is a phase,
other people who are were just born gay.
so this also could be a phase.

but dont keep it a secret stand up for your self dont let other bring you down.
if you want just go up on your roof and scream IM GAY.
cuz your just hurting yourself by keeping it in side of you.

I agree completely. Well said.