Sacrifice. Options

[dispn0ygonekrazy]

everytime I see you smile, I feel weak in my heart
like an invisible barrier thats keeping us apart
I want to touch your face and kiss you on the lips
but you only appear now and then like a solar eclipse

If I called you on the phone would you ever answer
or would you let it ring, even if I was dying with cancer
I don't know what to do, what to say, or how to react
If I can just hold you in my arms, and keep this moment intact

Am I being to selfish just wanting you to myself
are you gonna walk away and hang me on your dusty shelf
I'll walk away and give you one last smile
as I torment myself living life in denial

telling myself it was the best thing to do,
when I knew deep inside that I truly loved you
even if it killed me, I knew what had to be done
I'll sacrifice my feelings, gone like a homerun

where no one would catch it, and no one would know
the truth behind this face that had to let you go

felt like writing and posting something, so yeah.

[dispn0ygonekrazy]

lol a poem about you??