Dear cB Diary,, Createblog Diary no. 10 Options

[HakunaMatata]

Dear cB Diary,

After watching Spider Man 3 last night, I feel better about my eye bags.

And I demand that I get at least two dollars back from my ticket after watching the hottest guy of the movie die. SRSLY.
Love,

Kayceeee

[iGio]

Dear cb,

Im sick of being forced to eat,everyone is making me eat when they know im on a diet.They think im starving my self,im just not eating because i dont feel like i can eat.Everything im doing is for ___ and myself.I prayed in the shower today for help,while the water was smacking my hair and down to my ears.I went down to 173 fast but guess what,from being forced to eat I freaking went back to where i effin started.But i'll go back down.I just need to keep working hard like i have always been.But the thing is,now i get full real fast.My aunt and my moms friends complimented me on how i looked yesturday in my new outfit.They all said i look real nice and that im losing weight.I appreciate it all,dont get me wrong,its just i really wanna go back to being how i was when i was little.So skinny and stuff and free.Im so self consiounce and it gets worse every day that i go to school.I feel like all eyes are strictly staring at me in disgust when most arent and most are.

Music has helped.Everyone has showed if they cared or not.Everyone is worried.Everyone askes me if i ate yet each and every day.No one begins to think im enjoying not eating.I dont wanna be one of those anorexic people because its not an addiction.I love food so why would i start a bs like that?I just dont feel like eating.Come on now,i got full off like 5 small grapes.Im really trying.This weekend was fun except today.I went shopping from 11 and got home at 3.Bought alot of nice shirts,2 pairs of jean shorts,and checkered shorts to go perfectly with one of the shirts i bought which i wore yesturday when i took a shower and to the movies.And i bought white reeboks.I saw this really nice whie adidas the super star ones but they DIDNT HAVE ANY IN STOCK.Like wtf,footlocker barely had anything.And mistersports i hate the people who work there.They talk shit about your feet and about how you dress.Ughy.

This is my last week of school,finals.Then monday i got the second part of math and web final.Which sucks because i wasnt planning on going monday or tuesday since they were the real last two days of the week after.By the end of summer tho i will be skinny like i wanna be.I brushed my hair down flat so in the morning i could spike it up nicely.Aghh i hate school i dont wanna go back! not ever.I really want to lose this weight already too.Starving . . funny.

-Leon