lets get to know each other Options

[voguelove]

so, i was searching through some random topics and found this one.

i saw some people mentioning my name and wanting to know more of me. thats when i had an epiphany. who here actually knows the members of cb? like, actually knowing?

so, why dont we make lists? of things that maybe the CBers don't know about us!

-im a faux runner. unlike "real" track/cross country-ers here, i havent been doing my sport for long. cross country- one season. sprinting/track- 4. but lets pretend that that didnt even happen. =]
-my mom died when i was 9 (april 30, 1999) due to suicide. she had some depression problems and decided to successfully take her life after numerous attempts.
-ive gone through depression and have an anxiety disorder.
-im extrememly self conscious of myself. even though no one should be.
-i have no condfidence in anything that i do, either. especially playing the viola in front of others.
-i've played viola for 8 years, now. and ive been the section leader every year for the 3 years ive been in high school.
-when im nervous, i talk. a lot.
-ive never kissed a boy. and im 17.
-i really wish that i were 5'9".
-i love to sing.
-i have an extrememly unhealthy relationship with hello kitty. i adore her to bits.

i may add on, later. your turn.

[straynote]

-my mom died when i was 9 (april 30, 1990)

erm...i don't want to sound nit-picky and rude because this is a major thing in your life but...i don't quite understand the date. because if you were 9 in 1990 then how could you be 17 now?
i'm assuming theres a typo...and i know i sound really horribly edit-crazy but i'm just trying to clarify this so i can get a better picture.


anyway me:

-I'm extremely new to CB haha
-My first layout was rejected for "being too simple"
-I'll be 17 in 40 days
-I've attempted suicide twice/have clinical depression
-My mom was just diagnosed with depression for the first time TODAY and is taking the same pills i take (i just take twice as strong a dose as she does)
-Sometimes I miss the people at the mental hospital...they're actually more interesting than a lot of kids at my school
-I've always wanted to be an actress, but my dad puts down the fact that I want to be an actress so much that I've decided to become and etymologist instead, which I really want to do...but I still have this incredible desire to be an actress...it just seems like nobody else wants me to. Like I'm a good actress, but I'll never be good enough.
-I'm a good student but I don't go to school a lot
-I used to go to private school, but I'm not rich. It was for the education and my now dead grandmother who was filthy rich paid for it.
-My dad's bi-polar so we WERE rich but he spent that money on shopping sprees/weed because he was in "good" mood for about a year
-Then he tried to kill himself the next year
-I shouldn't blame my problems on him, but its such an easy scapegoat
-I'm being hideously depressing
-i really like using "hideously"
-i hate capitalization and yet i'm a grammar nazi
- < that is the best face EVER
-i get on the internet too much but still not as much as my boyfriend. but thats 'cus he has a laptop. and my computer has been broken for over a year now.
-my car is ghetto