he wants to break up with me, I just can't let go.. Options

[islandkiss]

I don't know where to put this.. I don't know what to think

my "bf" wants to break up with me. he told me he sort of wanted to b/c our relationship is seriously sad. but he's unsure.. I'm always telling him that I can't let go. I really love him. he's my first bf and we've been going out for a year already. I really, really can't let go. I just wish I was dead. what should I do? I just feel so torn and screwed up. I've been thinking a lot about cutting myself. argh.. help..

[mouse_3k]

please dont kill urself for a guy. I tried when this guy i thought i loved didnt like me NE more. now im with a guy who loves me back. Just tell urself a better guy will come in ur life. I hurt (use to) myself because of all these problems w/ my bf rite now and family and it just isnt worth it. I know exactly how u feel. Ill probably feel the same way if my bf ever dumped me or something but u are strong enough to go through it ok? there are better people u will find in the future. just let u and tht special someone find each other then u will be in heaven