Epitome of Realization Options

[Amaranthus]

Keep in mind' I had written this awhile ago when i was greatly depressed, so it's somewhat morbid I guess

Today...

Today I reached the epitome of realization

That no matter what

People everywhere intend to torment you: feeding lies... judging... punishing.

And yet--why must this pierce my heart so?

I heave and rot in pain every day

I knew this would never end, though I had so desperately wanted it to cease.

To be forced to face judgement day, day in and day out

Deja vu it must be

or

Only a reoccuring nightmare;

it'll fade eventually

But...it doesn't. You knew it wouldn't.

You suffer in silence

waiting--anticipating your apocalypse

But then you see a beacon of light-a dove if you will

The one thing to take you to your paradise

to lead you to the most beloved item the world can offer: Death

Death

The transfer of your spirit to the Heavens

And the dove you saw, the one that rescued you from your Hades

The one that leads you to eternal happiness in Heaven:



Is frienship

Your only saving grace....

[wishforhelsinki]

Although it's depressing, I agree with you about people intentions on 'tormenting' us..

The truth is, you may have a best friend or a lover, but they mean just as bad as they do good.

& that's the bottom line. love this :)