gah, i need help Options

[fathomlessdame]

so this has to have been the worst week. a week ago, monday i was hanging out with my bf after school like normal. but then he started acting all pissed and stuff and when i asked him what was wrong he wouldnt tell me so i let it go for like ten minutes and asked him again... after a few more minutes, (i dont remember the convo word for word tho...) i got him to tell me that hes been backstabbed by too many people and that he thought that i would just use what he told me against him. so then i told him that i felt like he didnt trust me which he confirmed, saying "i dont trust anyone, not even my dad"
and then i was almost in tears and then mom came and picked me up and i had to go home...

but over the last week, i've talked to all my friends. only one has succeeded in comforting me in a couple of really bad times. but no one knows what to tell me. his friends just tell me, that something happened in his past and that he cares about me and that eventually he would be able to trust me

in the few times that i've been able to talk to him this last week i've gathered that something happened in his past and someone that he trusted alot betrayed him (i'm thinking his mom) and then he was comparing me to his mom saying that his mom had told him the same things before doing what she did(i was trying to tell him why he should trust me...and that i could never hurt him cuz i love him so much) and when i asked him if he could ever trust me, he said 'probably' and that he knew better than to say yes or no

but i'm hurt, i'm hurt really bad... i know i shouldn't take it personally and that i didnt do anything and that it takes time to get over somethings..... but all the time, i still find myself asking, what did i do to make him not trust me after going out for almost 5 months??

some of my friends tell me hes not worth it...but i believe that in the end he will be...but now, i'm stuck on what to do....i'm so confused....

[fathomlessdame]

hes never trusted me......*sighs*