he wants to break up with me, I just can't let go.. Options

[islandkiss]

I don't know where to put this.. I don't know what to think

my "bf" wants to break up with me. he told me he sort of wanted to b/c our relationship is seriously sad. but he's unsure.. I'm always telling him that I can't let go. I really love him. he's my first bf and we've been going out for a year already. I really, really can't let go. I just wish I was dead. what should I do? I just feel so torn and screwed up. I've been thinking a lot about cutting myself. argh.. help..

[LilBrunette0313]

I seriously believe that there is someone out there for everyone. If he doesn't want to be with you you will just have to be strong and not nessesarily stop loving him, but stop showing it. If he's the one for you he will come back, if he's not then you should find someone who loves you as much as you love them. Suicide is not the answer. Don't end your life over some guy, they come and go, but you only get one chance at living.