To Stay or To Leave? Options

[zoelow]

There might be tons of topic related to this already, but yeah. =/

I'm really confused by this relationship that i'm having here. It nearly 1 1/2 year already. Often, he gets angry & hits me. Even though he said sorry everytime he does that, i'm certain he'll do it again the next time i make him mad since it have been going on for such a long time already {1/2 year after we got together} However, it just seem so hard to let go after we have been through so much. He's really hard to please, to a certain extend, fault-finder. I have no idea why he's unhappy with whatever i do, yet expect me to be pleased by whatever he did. Sometime when i try to defend myself with words when we quarrels, and kept quiet as already irritated cause he simply wont listen , he labelled that as 'attitude giving'. & when he does the same, he expect that i dont complain & comply to everything he say. I can't go out with girlfriends without informing him first, & he'll be upset that i didn't tell him if he found out. I had to go home immediately after school {unless i'm waiting for him} . He'll get angry if he know i went somewhere else before going home. & the worst thing is, he's doing exactly he dont allow me to do , like going out without informing & everything, & he thinks there's nothing wrong with that. I find that it's getting harder & harder to communicate nowadays, & everytime i tried to discuss a problem about us to him, all i got was ''dont think so much, okay?'' He rather talks to his friend about his problem, than me.

I really have no idea why i'm holding on, but i just dont seem to be able to let go. Help me people! ):

[*Monochrome.*]

Number one reason i dont date with my race.

Nothing to do with this but this guy sounds like a machismo type of guy.
Hes the type that wants to control every aspect of your life and treat you like your are property but to expect that he can do whatever he wants.

NO NO NO
f**k that you have been with him for so long.Save your self for something better.Let him down hard.Let him comand around someone else.Hes not worth it.He dosnt love you.He loves what you can do for him but he gives you now space to breathe.And more importantly he gives you no respect.He dosnt give the equality a relationships needs to have and the fact that he hits you.Sugar,its only going to get worse.

You deserve respect.So its about damn time you dump his ass.