alcohol.. boys.. drama.. Options

[i_really_x3_you]

ok well around february i started to like this dude a little bit. at my friend's sweet sixteen he told me he liked me,that he wanted to be with me,etc and we french kissed. the next day he never called or anything and he told everybody he was drunk. we didn't talk for about 1 month. and then we became friends like before. well on friday it was my friends birthday i was a little drunk and we french kissed (nobody saw) itold him not to tell anyone and he told me the same thing. so nobody knows and nobody is going to find out. the thing is i doubt he likes me cause we've barely even spoken since friday. and the problem is i think i like him i dont know what to do. and i cant talk to anyone cause i promised not to tell