Decisions I don't know Options

[*S0ul_Reaper*]

these long lonely nights have nothing to give
everyday seems to fall but still I live
staring at the moon, in the evening sky
as it shines so bright it leaves a sparkle in my eye

is it a tear of joy, or a tear of pain
feelings I can't feel, how can I explain
like a child who doesn't know wrong from right
I'm lost in a decision that holds me tight

I'll whisper these words as the wind carries along
howling in the night like a wolf singing a song
can I find the courage to reach out my arms
without being hurt and causing any harm

will I be able to shine and finally smile
without pretending and hiding in denial
like a fool without a mind and nothing to say
would I just lie here and let my body decay

what can I do, in this life that doesnt care
if theres no one here to love and to share
should I give up and let everything go
and close my eyes of this life I'll throw

[iDecay]

CookieIloveyou. Putasmileon.

Hah. I always have this feeling of understanding whenever I read your poems. I guess it's because I can relate so much. .. And I've probably said that like a million times. But really.. Gah I'm speechless.