frikken ROAR, guys are ddongz Options

[xjjajeengx]

ACKKKK so much to explain...

i like this guy... erm... but like, i dont want to be in a relationship since last time, i proved to myself that relationships are a pain in the @$$... anyways. he tells me that he likes me, and i can tell he is sincere about it, and it sometimes makes me really happy, that is, until his little problem peeps out.

See, he has this problem of flirting insanely nonchalantly. I mean, he'll touch one of my ex-best friends on the arms, do all this sh!t with her over the fone, etc. Heck, he even flirts with one of my good friends right now, and it disgusts me to know that she touches him all over during like 5th period...

He tho, somehow takes my jealousy as me hating him. I mean, arent i entitled to be angry? Like in NY, he had my ex best friend and one of his old crushes in his room for like 2 hours everyday. and i swear, they're just watching TV together, yet they have so much "fun" and its sick because i mean, he... "rubs" down my ex best friend. I mean, he doesnt even know that it gets me pissed off either.

What is more ironic is the fact that he gets all pissed if i even TALK to a guy, let alone TOUCH one. i mean, like today, he was all pissed cause i was talking to this guy from my friend's school. I mean, he always tells me that he gets jealous, blahblahblah, restricting me from being free to talk to my friends that happen to be guys. WHy should i ahve to give up my friends for his convienience when he, himself cant even do so for me? i mean, what imbalanced friendship is this?

and right now, he's telling me online that i ahte him. what can i say, "beeleev whatever you want?" I hold in all this anger from all his complaints, "You ahte me" "you dislike me" "you flrit with ***" "no, i dont flirt with her, you flirt more than me" blahblah blah etc. how annoying does this get.

i try to like him, but i guess i've grown distant from him. i cant talk to him, he makes me mad when i do. I dont know. ROAR!! help??

[xjjajeengx]

aww thanks guys. i guess i was a bit confused cause i didnt know what was going on i guess... you guys are awesome. Thanks again!! I'll try to listen to your advices.