he wants to break up with me, I just can't let go.. Options

[islandkiss]

I don't know where to put this.. I don't know what to think

my "bf" wants to break up with me. he told me he sort of wanted to b/c our relationship is seriously sad. but he's unsure.. I'm always telling him that I can't let go. I really love him. he's my first bf and we've been going out for a year already. I really, really can't let go. I just wish I was dead. what should I do? I just feel so torn and screwed up. I've been thinking a lot about cutting myself. argh.. help..

[177emories]

so are you still together? but he's only THINKING about breaking up? or are you two already broken up and u can't forget him or something? okay its NOT worth it to DIE!!!! cause there are soooooooo many other guys out there! your only THINKING that because he's the first bf you ever had.. like come on seriously did you think you two would last until marriage? your still young, you need to date around and see how it like!! if he's sad you dont' want to hold on to hiom any longer.. do you wnat to stay together knowing that he's sad while with you all the time? NO! you wouldn't wnat him feeling that if u like him... if u like him u'd let him go... theres this saying and it goes like this.. "if you love someone, let them go, if they come back then your meant to be, if they don't, then it was never meant to be" okay go around date around and there ARE better guys out there you just ahevn't met them yet.. but if someone they he should happen to come back... then u were meant to be all along... Chill and don't die on me girl!! be strong i know how it feels cause i have a freind who still isn't over her ex after he's dating someone else already now... she stil thinks about him and everything even though she knows he's moved on... but she knows it not worth it to die!! so yeah you decide whats best for you

take cares girl.