it's..akward... Options

[kyootE_krn_bebe]

i dunno if you guys all remember me..but my ex..recently found a new g.f..and it feels akward..the things he writes about her..in a way i miss it..then i get mad..then sad..then happy for him..all mixed emotions..i don't want to admit that he's my first love..do you think he felt the same wen i found someone new?...i wonder...
my new bf..we're both in korea rite now..however i didn't see him yet..i will but i'm afraid..that since we've been apart for about a month, that he doesn't wanna be with me anymore. he's 2o and he'll be off to college in illinois and then in a year he'll be going back to korea for the army... iono..everyone knows a girl gotta get planty of attention rite?? hehe...yet i don't get that from him..or i don't feel like i get it from him.

i found out my ex found a new gf just today..why am i..feeling the way i feel??? i hate this feeling...

i need some...attention..like all girls.....

[c0nfus3dmisfit]

hey try not to feel too down!!!!! i felt the same way about my ex. i was crazy about him and after we broke up and i found out he had a new gf, i was just crushed. i had a new bf too and i really wanted him to be happy, but it was still hard to deal with. it might be one of those things where you really care about the person and although things between you two are over, you still feel strongly about what you had in the past. and because of that, its hard to see him with anyone else saying things you can pretty much imagine him saying to you. im not even sure if anything im saying makes sense, but thats my take on it.