"I'm saving it for a special occasion!", ....don't. Options

[HakunaMatata]

I used to save so much for special occassions. Dresses, skirts, shoes, perfumes, a certain look, a certain phrase. I'd plan and plan and plan, dream and dream and dream.

And today I thought, "What if I die? What if I'm in her position? What if that special occasion doesn't come?"

So I'm tossing and turning in my head over whether to treat each day as if it was a special occassion. I've literally put on an outift and said "Would I be okay with dying in this?"

Plus, wouldn't treating each day as a special occassion take the "special" out of it? Wouldn't I just come up with an excuse to say "I'll save it for an extra special occassion."

Hmm, perhaps I'll try that whole "treat each like it's a special occassion" thing for a few days; see how it works.

[bigitchbay]

Well I always wishfully think in my head that I'm gonna live until I'm old. So I'm gonna live my life like that. Unless the doctor tells me I'ma die in a couple years or something.

Me too. If the doctor does say I am going to die, I'd celebrate like crazy like Queen Latifa in "The Last Holiday".