Society at it's most primitive, Darwinism has reached it's peak. Options

[Luciadus]

Im facing a sort of personal, morale dilemna here. When exactly was it when I stopped caring? I'm with my brother and we get pulled over. He has multiple warrants and gets arrested on the spot. Didn't care at all. My mother comes down to the police station in tears, frantically searching for my brother. She's in hysterics and crying the entire time. I didn't care, I kept telling her to calm down. He recently got into a fight and got his jaw kicked in. I didn't care. And it's not only family, I've noticed that I've become less compassionate in a lot of things. People I see on the bus or walking down the street, the beggar who asks me for spare change for food and I tell him Im broke while holding a ten dollar bill in my pocket that I dont really need, old people who cant remember where they are or what they're doing and need help, I don't lift a finger or volunteer to help, I just try to mind my own buisness. What I'm getting at is that I don't like how I've become, how uncompassionate I am, how I've decided it's better not to get involved than to show a little good samaritanism. I want to be a big brother, a mentor, a good example. someone to look up to, but also not become an outcast because of this. What I mean is that I don't want to be shut off from the world for simply trying to help others, I'd like a life of my own as well. Chivalry died a long time ago, now Darwinists are enjoying their time of fortune, our civilization has slowly re-reared towards the kill-or-be-killed mindset and nobody seems to notice, or care. I'm sick of it. I want things to change.

[demolished]

I'm a generous people who help out without noticing. It's a natural thing. I still help people when they don’t need help. I don’t know why. i always help others. It’s my moral. Whenever i tried to prevent myself from naturally helping other people, it hurts to see myself suffering in front of someone. They don’t know it because there aren’t many people are like that.



It’s sad, really. I have friends who will lie not to help others. Not helping others is an excuse to me. Blah, i really dont know how to explain it.