What would you do?, Cannabis V.S. Ant-Depressants Options

[turntabletux]

1st off, I don't need health freaks tell me how bad cannabis is and whatnot..I know the facts! 2nd, I'd like to hear from the people that are or have taken anti-depressants.


All my life I've had issues. I've had a shitty childhood, school days, hell I had a shitty birth. I was diagnosed with both manic and bipolar depression when I was in middle school. I don't need to go on, because that's not the point, I always say someone else out there has it off worse than me.

Anyways I've been through 5 or 6 anti-depressants and 2 sleep aids. I finally started smoking cannabis in high school, about junior year. I like cannabis 1,000 times more than popping pills. When I took the pills I felt fake all the time. I felt like everything was forced, and my days would rely on if I took a little yellow, white or whatever color pill. Half the time I felt worse than if I didn't take the pills, just because I felt fake happy, the pills are making me smile.

I've been smoking cannabis everyday all day for the past 3 months, and it's been the best 3 months of my life. I've found out what I want to do with my life, overall I've learned more about myself. I started doing my homework, and better in school all together. It also helps me sleep really well.

As much as I love marijuana, I am not stupid. I'm always tired from coming down, takes a lot of money, and it makes me stupid. It doesn't lower my IQ or anything, but once in a while I'll just say something so stupid. Like repeat something someone just said to me. And it puts me in bad positions, for example; I wake and bake and my brother calls me for a ride because he's sick. I just don't want to be an unreliable person.

So if you were in my shoes, what would you do? Would you give the pills another shot. I know a lot of people on CB are against marijuana. Thanks for reading my novel!

[oXMuhNirvanaXo]

Ok, I started smoking weed last November. It made me feel the same way you are feeling right now. I felt so stupid sometimes. Like one time I was putting the wet wash in the dryer and forgot to turn the damn thing on. So, I slowed down and it made me even more depressed because I didn't feel high anymore and then I started thinking again. It sucked over all. I would say that you should toke everyonce and a while and go back to the pills. That's what I would do.

Oh, My friend. She needs weed. That's all she ever talks about thinks about and pretty much breathes half the time. She needs it to sleep every night. Wuith out she will be up all night thinking/wanting more weed. Sad really. She dosen't know how to control herself.

[turntabletux]

Ok, I started smoking weed last November. It made me feel the same way you are feeling right now. I felt so stupid sometimes. Like one time I was putting the wet wash in the dryer and forgot to turn the damn thing on. So, I slowed down and it made me even more depressed because I didn't feel high anymore and then I started thinking again. It sucked over all. I would say that you should toke everyonce and a while and go back to the pills. That's what I would do.

Oh, My friend. She needs weed. That's all she ever talks about thinks about and pretty much breathes half the time. She needs it to sleep every night. Wuith out she will be up all night thinking/wanting more weed. Sad really. She dosen't know how to control herself.

Yeah I have been smoking so much that my tolerance is really high. I too need it every night to sleep. The past week I haven't smoked because I had more important things to use my money for, and I haven't been to bed before 5 a.m.

I try not to talk about weed so much, but I think I do anyways. I like to make sure I do at least one productive thing every time I smoke lol. Although I usually just settle for popcorn and Ducktales Thanks for the feedback!