Clueless guys who just denies everything ?, Ever had that ? Options

[c4rL4]

Well, there was this guy . . he was my first love;
and yet, i know i'm young but he made me feel that no one ever made me feel.
He was there for me when things got rough, through fights with friends, problems with family, he was there for me.
I guess i made a mistake of breaking it off; and he said he gave hints before that he would take me back, i guess i was just blind to see it.
Now i guess it's too late ?
He said that "this is what you wanted right ?"
& That's why we're here now. I still care about him. We didn't talk for about 6 months, we just passed by eachother like we don't know eachother. & Now, we just started talking again.
I'm not the closest girl to him but i got on myspace, & i'm the first girl on his top friends. He starts talking to me, he changes his song . . and the words to it are
"I memorized all the words for you
But if you only knew
How much that's just not like me
I wait up late every night
Just to hear your voice
But you don't know that's nothing like me

You know I wonder how you already figured out
All these things that I try to hide
All this time i've been hoping you don't find out
All these things that I hide on the inside

I can't be held responsible
This is all so new to me
Just when I think I'm invincible
You come and happen to me"

I always believed that maybe one day again ?
I dont wanna get my hopes up but i think everything came back to him ?
When i said, "Oh i like your song"
He just told me that he didn't even listen to it at all.
When i asked him 1 months ago if he still liked me,
he said "no, well. . .i don't know. . as a friend, i guess."
It seemed like he wasn't sure of it.

I'm just really confused & he keeps denying it ?
Help ? Please ?
It's really complicating.
I just wished that i could explain everything but it's going to be too long.

[c4rL4]

As much as i don't wanna put a meaning to everything.
He was walking home with his friends & everything;
and he just kept on looking back to where i was sitting.
And he was talking to me before he left.

I don't know.
There's a progress ? I think.

I just have to keep talking to him right ?
& Be friends for now and see what happens next ?

It used to be the 4 of us.
Like, me & him, my bestfriend & her boyfriend.
But we all broke up.
Then they just went back out today;
It took awhile for my bestfriend's ex to think because he was scared.
They got hurt & it takes while. . right ?

What if maybe he'll give me another shot because his friend took that chance AGAIN.
Erghhh. :/

There are so many "what if's"