Clueless guys who just denies everything ?, Ever had that ? Options

[c4rL4]

Well, there was this guy . . he was my first love;
and yet, i know i'm young but he made me feel that no one ever made me feel.
He was there for me when things got rough, through fights with friends, problems with family, he was there for me.
I guess i made a mistake of breaking it off; and he said he gave hints before that he would take me back, i guess i was just blind to see it.
Now i guess it's too late ?
He said that "this is what you wanted right ?"
& That's why we're here now. I still care about him. We didn't talk for about 6 months, we just passed by eachother like we don't know eachother. & Now, we just started talking again.
I'm not the closest girl to him but i got on myspace, & i'm the first girl on his top friends. He starts talking to me, he changes his song . . and the words to it are
"I memorized all the words for you
But if you only knew
How much that's just not like me
I wait up late every night
Just to hear your voice
But you don't know that's nothing like me

You know I wonder how you already figured out
All these things that I try to hide
All this time i've been hoping you don't find out
All these things that I hide on the inside

I can't be held responsible
This is all so new to me
Just when I think I'm invincible
You come and happen to me"

I always believed that maybe one day again ?
I dont wanna get my hopes up but i think everything came back to him ?
When i said, "Oh i like your song"
He just told me that he didn't even listen to it at all.
When i asked him 1 months ago if he still liked me,
he said "no, well. . .i don't know. . as a friend, i guess."
It seemed like he wasn't sure of it.

I'm just really confused & he keeps denying it ?
Help ? Please ?
It's really complicating.
I just wished that i could explain everything but it's going to be too long.

[c4rL4]

Well, i've tried talking to him before but he just says, i'm over it.
But then that was like a month ago; but what if he just realized it now ?
I'm not so sure. Because now that we're in good terms, and he says he didn't regain his feelings back, then it'll go back to the same way it was before.

I'm pretty close with his friends; but i can't trust them anymore.
I know for sure that they tell him whatever i say. So, i can't ask them.
I guess i should just wait it out and see if there's more progress ? Right ?

It's just hard waiting around.
I still have hope ? Ergh.
My friend says that it seems like he still does like you; care about you.
But sometimes, he doesn't show any emotion. Only HE knows what he's feeling.
His friends doesn't even know because he's not that open.
He was once open with me, and i guess i ruined that.

I don't know ?

The reason why we broke up because we would get into fights,
but at the end of the day, we'd make up.
& Yet, there was someone who was trying to break us apart.
Someone "tried" to persue me.

I just wished that he would realize & just give it another try.
It's hard for me to always just be wondering what would've happened yenno?

I don't know.