vulnerable Options

[Winter]

I've started posting since like March but I am sure none of you actually really know me. And it's great you know, coz cB has been like an escape for me. cB is where I am able to truly be myself, no mask or anything.

When I got here, I decided to not get involved too much. Like be friends with all these people. I am not doing that again after what happened in kpopper. And I've done that. None of you have ever communicated with me outside of the forums.

But then I started talking with Chris (asiangetokewl) on AIM and it's so easy to talk with him. For once there is someone who understands how I feel. Someone actually knows part of the pain I go through.

And now I feel incredibly vulnerable. Someone understands me. I just feel scared. I don't know why.

Why am I feeling this? Why do I feel so scared?

[NvieDi3ai3yGrL]

Thanks Candy. I hope things will turn out okay for us too...

*huggies* You've really gave me some hope and I feel a lot better now. Maybe things will work out in the end. Maybe we will get back together. No one knows for sure, but I can always hope right?

you're very welcome!! *hugz* i'm glad you're feeling a lot better now. no matter how hard things may get sometimes just never give up on what you feel is right and fate will have its way of leading you to exactly where you're supposed to be. all those maybes are very possible so keep the hope hun!!