vulnerable Options

[Winter]

I've started posting since like March but I am sure none of you actually really know me. And it's great you know, coz cB has been like an escape for me. cB is where I am able to truly be myself, no mask or anything.

When I got here, I decided to not get involved too much. Like be friends with all these people. I am not doing that again after what happened in kpopper. And I've done that. None of you have ever communicated with me outside of the forums.

But then I started talking with Chris (asiangetokewl) on AIM and it's so easy to talk with him. For once there is someone who understands how I feel. Someone actually knows part of the pain I go through.

And now I feel incredibly vulnerable. Someone understands me. I just feel scared. I don't know why.

Why am I feeling this? Why do I feel so scared?

[angel-roh]

YEAH I GET U GIRL... THAT U WANT T0 BE FRIENDS WITH HIM AND ST0P THINKING HIM AS UR EX. I GET U. U KN0W IF IT'S G0ING T00 FAR LIKE U CANT ST0P THINKING AB0UT IT... HM... U CAN G0 T0 UR EX AND SAY "GET A LIFE L0SER" L0LS IM JP!!!!! HAHA THAT`Z MEAN I KN0W HAHA I NEVER D0NE THAT L0LS HAHA WH0A I THINK IM MAKING UR IMAGE L00K BAD UH 0H`Z L0LS IM JK...NEWAIS S0 D0 S0METHING THAT U WILL T0TALLY F0RGET AB0UT UR EX... CUS F0R ME... WAT I DID WAS... I YELLED AT MY EX HAHA.... S0 I T0TALLY F0RG0T AB0UT HIM L0LS. CAN U YELL AT UR EX? L0LS THAT`Z WAT I D0... HEH. S0 YEAH FIGHT HIM!!! HAHA G0 BEAT HIS ASS, ASHLEY L0LS!!! 0KAY I'LL BE INN0CENT AND N0T A DEVIL L0LS WELL IM N0T ACTING LIKE A MEAN GIRL, RIGHT? L0LS IM JUS HELPING U!!^^
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