vulnerable Options

[Winter]

I've started posting since like March but I am sure none of you actually really know me. And it's great you know, coz cB has been like an escape for me. cB is where I am able to truly be myself, no mask or anything.

When I got here, I decided to not get involved too much. Like be friends with all these people. I am not doing that again after what happened in kpopper. And I've done that. None of you have ever communicated with me outside of the forums.

But then I started talking with Chris (asiangetokewl) on AIM and it's so easy to talk with him. For once there is someone who understands how I feel. Someone actually knows part of the pain I go through.

And now I feel incredibly vulnerable. Someone understands me. I just feel scared. I don't know why.

Why am I feeling this? Why do I feel so scared?

[angel-roh]

I UNDERSTAND U, ASHLEY. BUT D0NT WRY UR N0T THE 0NLY WH0 IS LIKE THAT T00...HEHE S0ME 0F MY FRIENDS WERE HAVING THE SAME FEELINGS LIKE U ARE HAVING RIGHT N0W. YEAH CHRIS SEEM LIKE A C00L PERS0N, BUT S0METIMES U SEE HIM AS UR EX...00H THAT`Z SCARY L0LS HAHA... I MET THIS GUY WH0 HAS THE SAME BIRTHDAY LIKE MY EX EXCEPT HIS YEAR IS BIT 0LDER THAN MY EX NEWAIS...HEHE THEY B0TH W0RE GLASSES AND SAME B0DY SIZE... AND IT T0TALLY FREAKED ME 0UT... I TH0T I WAS G0NA LIKE HIM!!! L0LS S0 YEAH... I GUESS I WENT THR0UGH LIKE THAT L0LS. I GUESS UR AFRAID THAT U WILL LIKE HIM...
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