vulnerable Options

[Winter]

I've started posting since like March but I am sure none of you actually really know me. And it's great you know, coz cB has been like an escape for me. cB is where I am able to truly be myself, no mask or anything.

When I got here, I decided to not get involved too much. Like be friends with all these people. I am not doing that again after what happened in kpopper. And I've done that. None of you have ever communicated with me outside of the forums.

But then I started talking with Chris (asiangetokewl) on AIM and it's so easy to talk with him. For once there is someone who understands how I feel. Someone actually knows part of the pain I go through.

And now I feel incredibly vulnerable. Someone understands me. I just feel scared. I don't know why.

Why am I feeling this? Why do I feel so scared?

[angel-roh]

L0LS WH0A HE L00KS LIKE UR EX?!?!? O_O 0MG REALLIE? L0LS IT`Z 0K. IM N0T G0NA SAY AWW SHES MAD AT ME HAHA. L0LS HMM I THINK THAT`Z Y UR SCARED...0R MAYBE N0T O_O;; AWWW BUT U STILL WANT T0 TALK T0 CHRIS, RIGHT? L0LS THAT S0UNDS FAMILIAR... LIKE WEN MY FRIEND L00KS LIKE THE ENEMY I F0UGHT WITH L0NG TIME AG0 HEH. BUT SHES N0T ENEMY ANYM0RE..SHES UMM.. 0K FRIEND L0LS. NEWAIS U WANT T0 TALK T0 CHRIS STILL RIGHT?
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0R ARE U SCARED CUS... U MIGHT THINK CHRIS AS UR EX, PAUL? O_O; PR0LL THAT... HM