Little Girl Dies, because... Options

[177emories]

(it is KINDA long, but TRUST me its WORTH reading!!! *tears*) i thought it would be in relationships cause its between two ppl right? the child and the mom...

: Dear Mommy,

I am in Heaven now, sitting on Jesus` lap. He
loves me and cries with me; for my heart has been
broken. I so wanted to be your little girl. I
don`t quite understand what has happened. I was
so excited when I began realizing my existance. I
was in a dark, yet comfortable place. I saw I had
fingers and toes. I was pretty far along in my
developing, yet not near ready to leave my
surroundings. I spent most of my time thinking or
sleeping. Even from my earliest days, I felt a
special bonding between you and me. Sometimes I
heard you crying and I cried with you. Sometimes
you would yell or scream, then cry. I heard Daddy
yelling back. I was sad, and hoped you would be
better soon. I wondered why you cried so much.
One day you cried almost all of the day. I hurt
for you. I couldn`t imagine why you were so
unhappy. That same day, themost horrible thing
happened. A very mean monster came intothat warm,
comfortable place I was in. I was so scared, I
began screaming, but you never once tried to help
me. Maybe you never heard me. The monster got
closer and closer as I was screaming and
screaming, "Mommy, Mommy, help me please; Mommy,
help me." Complete terror is all I felt. I
screamed and screamed until I thought I couldn`t
anymore. Then the monster started ripping my arms
off. It hurt so bad; the pain I can never
explain. It didn`t stop. Oh, how I begged it to
stop. I screamed in horror as it ripped my leg
off. Though I was in such complete pain, I was
dying. I knew I would never see your face or hear
you say how much you love me. I wanted to make
all your tears go away. I had so many plans to
make you happy. Now I couldn`t; all my dreams
were shattered. Though I was in utter pain and
horror, I felt the pain of my heart breaking,
above all. I wanted more than anything to be your
daughter. No use now, for I was dying a painful
death. I could only imagine the terrible things
that they had done to you. I wanted to tell you
that I love you before I was gone, but I didn`t
know the words you could understand. And soon, I
no longer had the breath to say them; I was
dead.I felt myself rising. I was being carried by
a huge angel into a big beautiful place. I was
still crying, but the physical pain was gone. The
angel took me to Jesus and set me on His lap. He
said He loved me, and He was my Father. Then I
was happy. I asked Him what the thing was that
killed me. He answered, "Abortion. I am sorry, my
child; for I know how it feels." I don`t know
what abortion is; I guess that`s the name of the
monster. I`m writing to say that I love you and
to tell you how much I wanted to be your little
girl. I tried very hard to live. I wanted to
live. I had the will, but I couldn`t; the monster
was too powerful. It sucked my arms and legsoff
and finally got all ofme. It was impossible to
live. I just wanted you to know I tried to stay
with you. I didn`t want to die. Also, Mommy,
please watch out for that abortion monster.
Mommy, I loveyou and I would hate for you to go
through the kind of pain I did. Please be careful.

P.S
I still love you mommy

[angel-roh]

I READ THIS IN NICK'S XANQA (WACC00N) IT'S VERY SAD BUT HE CALLED CHRISTIAN A CRACK..H0W SAD T_T IMA CRACK? L0LS HAHAHA NICK!!! L0LS I STILL L0VE U TH0 HAHA NEWAIS... IT'S REALLIE SAD.. U KN0W I TH0T IT WAS A LIL B0Y BUT IT WAS A GIRL, BUT STILL SAD ST0RY T_T;;
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I READ IT AGAIN...CUS I F0RG0T L0LS... BUT I WAS SAD I REMEMBERED THAT L0LS BUT NEWAIS IT`Z REALLIE SAD AND H0W MUCH PAIN THAT LIL KID WENT THR0UGH... SIGH AB0RTI0N IS N0T SUCHA G00D THING... I W0NDER H0W MANY BABIES G0T KILLED DURING AB0RTI0N...W0W THAT WAS A TERRIFYING FEELINGS... AB0RTI0N M0NSTER T0RE 0FF THE LEGS AND ARM...THAT`Z JUS S0 SAD!!! 0MG... BUT IT'S GREAT T0 LET THE PAINS G0 AWAY AND THAT BABY WENT T0 HEAVEN... BUT IT'S STILL SAD F0R WAT THAT M0M DID...BUT U KN0W I BET SHE STILL L0VED HER BABY S0 MUCH... BUT HAD T0 D0 AN AB0RTING CUS SHE CANT TAKE CARE 0F HER BABY. AWWW TH0. I BET THE BABY REALLIE WANTED T0 SEE IT'S M0MMY'S FACE S0 BAD!! MAN THEY CAN BE IN A HIST0RY B00K...0NE 0F THEM MIGHT CURE CANCER F0R THE FUTURE... THERE MIGHT BE BABIES WH0 MIGHT BE LIKE THAT U KN0W? BUT S0 SAD!!! ACK... THAT`Z Y I D0NT WANT T0 D0 AN AB0RTI0N...BUT I W0ULD TAKE THE BABY T0 THE F0STER H0ME... THAT`Z THE BETTER PLACE... CUS IF S0ME0NE RAPE ME AND I D0NT LIKE HIM AT ALL, I W0ULD PUT MY BABY IN THE F0STER, 0R YU'LL NEVER KN0W I MIGHT TAKE KARE 0F THE BABY MYSELF... HEH... MAN I FEEL BAD F0R THE BABIES WH0 G0T AB0RTI0N FR0M THEIR M0MMIES T_T
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