vulnerable Options

[Winter]

I've started posting since like March but I am sure none of you actually really know me. And it's great you know, coz cB has been like an escape for me. cB is where I am able to truly be myself, no mask or anything.

When I got here, I decided to not get involved too much. Like be friends with all these people. I am not doing that again after what happened in kpopper. And I've done that. None of you have ever communicated with me outside of the forums.

But then I started talking with Chris (asiangetokewl) on AIM and it's so easy to talk with him. For once there is someone who understands how I feel. Someone actually knows part of the pain I go through.

And now I feel incredibly vulnerable. Someone understands me. I just feel scared. I don't know why.

Why am I feeling this? Why do I feel so scared?

[angel-roh]

00H ASHLEY IS IN L0VE WITH CHRIS!! L0LS HAHA IM PLAYING WIT CHU GIRL L0LS... HEHE UR PR0LLY SCARED CUS U MIGHT L0SE S0ME0NE? BUT THATS A... WEIRD FEELINGS F0R U THERE... BUT ERM... U PR0LLY THINK S0METHING IS G0NA HAPPEN...HEH BUT GIRL IM ALWAYS HERE!! IM ME!! MY AIM SN IS C0REAN BEBE <--- IM ME!! IT SEEMS LIKE U NEED S0ME0NE T0 TALK T0 WITH...IM HERE!!^^... HEHE NEWAIS D0NT BE SCARED... I KINDA D0NT KN0W Y UR SCARED AND ALL, BUT IF U WANT T0 TALK T0 S0ME0NE IF U THINK THAT WILL HELP U FR0M BEING SCARED L0LS. ^^
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IM ME, 0KAY?^^