A thing I wrote Options

[lpmatt618]

Um...this is what I sent to a girl I had a crush on. I dont think the email worked so dont ask.

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Hmm, what is love?

That is probably one of the weirdest questions on Earth right now. What is this thing people do? Is it real? Does it happen to a person like me?

I spent half my life being made fun, having people pick on me or yell at me. From teachers to friends to family. Being called fat, a loser, and even just a nerd. But when I spend this time with you, I feel like it never happened. Everything in my life focuses on what you have to say....what we're talking about doesn't matter. It just makes me happy their is someone as beautiful and wonderful as you who will even bother to say hi. Those few precious moments could last a life time in my eyes. Is it love? Or just a boyhood crush? Will I ever know? Do I actually love you?

Or will I just be man enough to say the simple words, "You wanna go out with me?"

I wish I could, I wish I could say it. But the fear of a let down is so hard, so hard to bare. For a girl youve come to like so much to tell you they're not interested. It makes you feel horrible. So what do I do to show my love? Maybe im a few times or burn a simple cd? Just a simple wave or smile. That's all I can show, because I'm so afraid of a simple no.

xmattx

[tinababy143]

aww..maybe she thot you were onliee expressing your feelings towards her and not actually asking her out..i hope things will work out tho..