Should I be?, luv & honesty Options

[ChibiLovey]

OK,so I had a boyfriend.Barely broke up yesterday night,but then he want to get back with me.And I don't know what I should do...I mean we have things in common,and it's almost Valentine's Day.My friends supported me to agree,but both of us don't want to hurt each other again...what should I do?

We both feeling all awkward about it,and I have no idea how he's feeling...'cause we're being separated by distance and parents,and I'm not sure if our relationships can last any longer.And since he's really smart and talented,most of the things I told him are lies....I felt I should be honest,but can't help it... (I'm the master of all lies...kidding.But this story is true...).I also felt as if he's lying to me as well...I mean he's way too adorable,and girl go gaga on him.I'm not sure if he likes other girls,too.So yeah........Why did he have to pick me..T_T

I feel so used...what should I do?Please help...

[ChibiLovey]

I'm honest now...and he's starting to take advantage of it and is trying to lie to me.T___T For VDAY,I feel cheated already.The more I do something nice,he always make me cry...and it doesn't feel that loving anymore.But since he's sensitive,I'm waiting for him to break up with me.I would be glad to,cause I don't want to continue what we have right now,NOT AT ALL.- - It's just that:
1)I get jealous easily [I mean,who doesn't?] && don't want to be,cause I can imagine him being chase by other thousand girls,so yeah..even heard them through the telephone.= =
2)Moving on would be nice...
3)And no girls nor guys want to be cheated on in relationships [or do they???]
4)I don't want to hurt anyone,including myself.So the best way is wanting him to break up,not me.

And really,I really stopped the whole lying things.And when I thought of starting a new and improve relationship,it gets worse & worse.I dunno what to do.Asking my other guy friends and they said the same thing: "Follow what your heart tells you..." And other girls say: "Oh,you're dumb enough to let him cheated on you and then break up with you!I see how it is."

OMGSH!I'm so frickin tire of this...T___T I cried so badly thinking about it.He promised he won't hurt me anymore,but guess that promise is gone...- -