Are we a thing? Or if not, will we? Options

[pkbabe]

Well there is this guy...& I kinda met him from myspace & stuff. & then I've recently sneaked out of my mom's house 2 times already (I'm still here at my mom's) to hook up with him. I know its totally insane meeting someone from online but I don't know. I had a feeling that I had to for some reason.

Hes really a great guy but I'm not sure what we are or what he expects from me. I don't wanna ask him cuz I don't wanna scare him off & also cuz we haven't known each other that well. Cuz when he would pick me up & were in his car, we act like normal friends. But when we get to his place its different. Its like were together. We even cuddled & crap (that sounds so lame but in a romatic way. I don't really like to talk about romantic stuff). He has even given me a nickname/pet name which is affiliated to burgers so I later made 1 for him...which is also burger affiliated! (He did it 1st). Finally he mentions how he wants to make me into a "princess" like in the Princess Diaries(its him not me...funny huh?)

But when we leave his place & were in his car again, were friends. Finally when he stops & I'm about to get out of the car, we say bye to each other, then a second of awkwardness & then he moves closer & then I move closer ( I only did it cuz he did LOL) & we kiss. The 2nd/last time I saw him he actually hugged me & then the usual "goodbye ritual" we have LOL

I have also mentioned that I've been planning live with my mom when spring semester of college is over & I mentioned that my mom may either just stay in her town (its about 20 minutes away from him & where I live [I live with my dad] is a lil over an hr away) or maybe live in a town closer to him but she 1st had to find a new job. Right after I mentioned that, he told me to try to convince my mom to move to the closer town so he could see my like everyday.

So yeah...I think hes a REALLY cool guy but I'm not sure if we will work out. I'm not even sure if I have any feelings for him or him having feelings for me. The age difference is another dillema (besides the distance & how we met I guess)

Hes 26 but looks 21 while I've been only 19 for a lil less than 3 months. Ok sure...bet some of you are saying "What the big deal? Age ain't nothing but a # right?" Well maybe...but I don't think its goes with my situation.

Hes a grown man while I'm still a teen trying to find myself. He has a pretty good idea of who he is & what he wants. I don't. & also alot of the time I feel like an idiot / immature brat when I'm with him (or that he sees me that way) but he always tells me that I'm not acting like that & that I don't have to apoligize so much(yes its a bad habit I have[apoligizing]) But I can't shake off that feeling...

Basically what I'm saying is that I don't want him to waste his time with me when I've told him that I have no interest in having a bf ( I'm just not ready to start another relationship thats why) but @ the same time I don't wanna lose him as a friend. @ his age I think he should be "wife hunting" & not wasting his time on dating/friends with benefits(I have no idea what we are!) with lil girls like me.

So PLS...your input & I apoligize for the long topic(& don't forget to answer my topic question LOL)


EDIT: I have updated. Read the 2nd reply & just use the details here as reference ok

[gita]

it sounds like you guys kind of rushed into things, and often when people do that, their relationship ends of kind of being based on sex instead of actual love, and they sort of drift apart because they don't even know each other that well. however, i hope things work out between you two in some way - whether you're together or not.