Helplessly Fallen.` |
 Jan 27 2007, 09:01 PM
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Excuse me? No.  Group: Member Posts: 22 Joined: Sep 2006 Member No: 468,667  |
Heres the deal..
Your in a relationship, lets say a little over a year. You've screwed up time and time again. You and your lover are now seperated for a couple of months. However, you still seem to be head over heels and are hurt by watching her move on and continue life as you two never existed. Your ready to change, but shes not ready to see the change in you. Shes scared of the past repeating itself. She tells you she doesn't want to make assumptions based on the past; yet she does so anyway. Shes not ready to persue what you two have and you understand this. Your convinced what she wants to do is move on, but you aren't ready for that. You cry yourself to sleep at the thought of losing her for good. ^^ Sigh.` I'm not one that likes to ask other people for advice. But I'm curious as to what you guys think. |
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Jan 27 2007, 09:29 PM
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Excuse me? No. Group: Member Posts: 22 Joined: Sep 2006 Member No: 468,667 |
Trust me I've been trying. I feel as though I really do love her. Perhaps she doesn't feel the same though; Whether shes in denial, or just really hurt. I don't think its a desperate act. I find myself reminiscing every night; I wake up in the middle of the night and crawl into my box of our memories. It upsets me. We were once so happy together and all went wrong. I want to believe that I'm mature enough to handle a relationship with her.
I also realize I'm the one at fault here, and maybe I should stop pissing and moaning about it. But its much more than that. There is so much more to us than anyone knows. I'm not ready to let go and I trust that its been hard on her. Considering she might be confused as to why I've changed so much, and what to do with these other guys going for her. I'm not the person she once went out with. That scares me too because that means I'm not the person she once loved. I feel that I've changed for the better. We were together from late 05 to late 06.` Ups and downs of course; and now I'm here helplessly thinking of her in early 07.` Since then I feel I've learned and grown to respect everyone more. I've gotten myself out of the pressure my peers once presented. This heartache gets the best of me.` 
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x_Pr0ViDenTiaL Helplessly Fallen.` Jan 27 2007, 09:01 PM
Obscure Enigma I say that you prove yourself. If you've screw... Jan 27 2007, 09:06 PM x_Pr0ViDenTiaL The opportunity comes clear, and I'm ready for... Jan 27 2007, 09:10 PM
Obscure Enigma QUOTE(x_Pr0ViDenTiaL @ Jan 27 2007, 9:10 ... Jan 27 2007, 09:21 PM |
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