I wanna get over this girl!, It's complicated... Options

[MarcoDeSanctis]

Ok, so I'm about to throw myself out the window...
I'll go slow and write it in steps because whenever I write about this, it gets so long and confusing, people don't get what's wrong.

I am leaving the country in 2 months (late February, early March).

It's more than 12 hrs of airplane away.

I really like this girl.

It's crazy, cuz I didn't notice her until she said my name in a cute voice, which lead me to believe she liked me.

I like her, cuz she's into the same activities I am into (more specifically, soccer).

One day when we were doing a project, I was on the PC and she grabbed my hand on the mouse and moved it to a link...so she wanted contact, I guess, since she could have just as easily pointed to the link.

I am way to shy to to ask her out, cuz I fear rejection and being ridiculed in school for it.

What I fear most about asking her out though, is that she might say yes, and then we'd have to break up when I leave, and hurt her too much.

Hence, Ive come up with a solution, forget her, but I just can't. Everything keeps reminding me of her. She's also really good at catching your attention cuz every 4 seconds on AIM, she comes back from away, then goes away again with a diff away message.

Point is, I JUST WANT TO FORGET ABOUT HER, but I've realized it's impossible almost. All that helps me is getting drunk, and that's not healthy!

PS: She knows I'm moving, and since then she's slowed down on the talking to me...so idk if she's trying to forget me too.

[unconfirmed_exis...]

My advice: Enjoy what time with her that you have!

I've endured two cases where I liked a guy and the guy
liked me but they had to move elsewhere soon.

Did it matter to me? No. Did it hurt being close to them when they left? Yes.
But they left me with beautiful memories so I would remember them by.

Don't let this leaving issue get a hold of you.
Yes the reality of the outcome of the relationship you have with her at the moment
is cruel but seperating because of fear of "THE END" is not so wonderful either.
In fact it should somewhat unpleasent if not irritating.

Ignore the end, when it happens it'll happen.
It'll hurt for a bit but if you do what I advise you
it'll leave a tattoo of what wonderful things you
done with her when you go on with your life no matter the outcome.