If you could change one thing that happened in 2006, what would it be? (relationship wise) |
If you could change one thing that happened in 2006, what would it be? (relationship wise) |
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![]() <-[RaWR]-> ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 180 Joined: Feb 2005 Member No: 102,133 ![]() |
i kind of regret meeting this guy. because he changed my life forever and now im not so sure that i can let him go. so i wish i didnt have the chance to meet him. then maybe i wont have a reason to care so much about my life. im not saying this in a bad way, im just trying to say that everything i do, either is for him or somehow having to do with him. so i just wish i never met him
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![]() I reject this reality and substitute it with my own! ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 276 Joined: Dec 2006 Member No: 486,863 ![]() |
I wish I didn't listen to peer pressure.
I was only with my last ex because of the advertisement given. Him telling me what a great boyfriend he was to his exs, his friends always talking to me trying to tell me how great it would be if we hooked up and what a great boyfriend he would make. We had absolutely nothing in common besides p.e and our feelings. Couldn't open up to each other.. He didn't know how to express himself and tell me about himself even though I wanted to be the sort of person that accepted him for anything he was. Drugs, illegal stuff, beating up others.. I didn't care.. But he made less effort to talk to me, and didn't try to work out what problems he had in our relationship with me. Only kept silent and bitter about problems in our relationship. He hurted and scarred me when it was all over. For the longest time I'd tell myself what low peice of shit I was and blamed myself for our relationship not working out. I was a depressed, low esteemed girl that would cry nights, classes, in her closet and on her pillows. I hated myself so much. Crying for justice, crying because nothing made sense, crying like a baby that couldn't do a thing right. ![]() then that it wasn't all my fault.. I wish I expressed to him what a jerk I felt he was. I've recovered a lot but there's still a bit of me cauious and insecure. Wondering if there would ever be another guy walking into my life, That would make me feel low as sh!t as Tony Vuu did. ![]() |
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![]() Forever Lost ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 63 Joined: Feb 2006 Member No: 377,638 ![]() |
I wish I didn't listen to peer pressure. I was only with my last ex because of the advertisement given. Him telling me what a great boyfriend he was to his exs, his friends always talking to me trying to tell me how great it would be if we hooked up and what a great boyfriend he would make. We had absolutely nothing in common besides p.e and our feelings. Couldn't open up to each other.. He didn't know how to express himself and tell me about himself even though I wanted to be the sort of person that accepted him for anything he was. Drugs, illegal stuff, beating up others.. I didn't care.. But he made less effort to talk to me, and didn't try to work out what problems he had in our relationship with me. Only kept silent and bitter about problems in our relationship. He hurted and scarred me when it was all over. For the longest time I'd tell myself what low peice of shit I was and blamed myself for our relationship not working out. I was a depressed, low esteemed girl that would cry nights, classes, in her closet and on her pillows. I hated myself so much. Crying for justice, crying because nothing made sense, crying like a baby that couldn't do a thing right. ![]() then that it wasn't all my fault.. I wish I expressed to him what a jerk I felt he was. I've recovered a lot but there's still a bit of me cauious and insecure. Wondering if there would ever be another guy walking into my life, That would make me feel low as sh!t as Tony Vuu did. ![]() dun worry about it... things pass... if u keep letting it bother u then it would never get any better.. and u did jsut be living in the past, somewhere out there is a person for everyone... we just have to go and search till we find that one person... of coruse there will be bitter experiences and such.. but in the end isn't it worth it because it builts who we are today and strenthen's us. and another thing is that NOT all guys are like that... i did say a good amound... are sorta like that.. but... if u shut ur self up completely... ur scars aren't going to cure by themself no matter how hard u try... it'll leave mark.. and the person who is able to fill in those holes and scars is the one person on this earth that is rite for u .. and when u find him.. dun ever leave them.. thats all my advice for u. |
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