If you could change one thing that happened in 2006, what would it be? (relationship wise) Options

[Dabme]

i kind of regret meeting this guy. because he changed my life forever and now im not so sure that i can let him go. so i wish i didnt have the chance to meet him. then maybe i wont have a reason to care so much about my life. im not saying this in a bad way, im just trying to say that everything i do, either is for him or somehow having to do with him. so i just wish i never met him

[unconfirmed_exis...]

I wish I didn't listen to peer pressure.

I was only with my last ex because of the advertisement given.

Him telling me what a great boyfriend he was to his exs,
his friends always talking to me trying to tell me how great it
would be if we hooked up and what a great boyfriend he would make.

We had absolutely nothing in common besides p.e and our feelings.
Couldn't open up to each other.. He didn't know how to express
himself and tell me about himself even though I wanted to be
the sort of person that accepted him for anything he was.
Drugs, illegal stuff, beating up others.. I didn't care.. But he
made less effort to talk to me, and didn't try to work
out what problems he had in our relationship with me.
Only kept silent and bitter about problems in our relationship.

He hurted and scarred me when it was all over.
For the longest time I'd tell myself what low peice
of shit I was and blamed myself for our relationship
not working out. I was a depressed, low esteemed girl that would cry nights,
classes, in her closet and on her pillows. I hated myself so much.
Crying for justice, crying because nothing made sense,
crying like a baby that couldn't do a thing right.

I wish I was strong back then. I wish I told myself back
then that it wasn't all my fault.. I wish I expressed to him
what a jerk I felt he was. I've recovered a lot but
there's still a bit of me cauious and insecure.
Wondering if there would ever be another guy walking into my life,

That would make me feel low as sh!t as Tony Vuu did.