Meeting Online friends in person Options

[*icecreamisyummy*]

after knowin someone online for a couple of years and actaully metting them in person and hanging out with them a coupleo f times ,is it possible to really fall for this person??? like would it be consider jsut an online thing or something real. does anyone understnad what im trying to say/ask??

[*icecreamisyummy*]

^^^^thats what i was thinking...

alright well heres the blog i wrote about him




Before going to Hawaii, i couldnt get this person out of my head.and i knew that was gonna happen after seeing him. i tried avoiding it from happening by being a bit distant at the end. it worked somewhat.

Now.... i really dont know why im so into someone that 1.is completely opposite of me 2. is an emotional freak and 3. i know is impossible to ever have something with . i could never see myself with this person just cuz we're so different from each other. its more of a friends with benefit type of thing, when really there isnt any benefits like that( ge tyour midn out of the gutter)

but yea, after i came back from hawaii, i thought to myself, ''wow im finally over this person." and i realize how stupid ive been all these days weeks months years. now i got told to be optimistic about this whole situation, but how is that possible if that person isnt helping the whole situation. HINT TO GUYS, its not a good to play mind games with the girls you like, well you tell them you like em, who knows if its true.

so yea, last nite as im sitting on the bus on our way back from hershey, i got this feeling.... it wasnt a good feeling. the couple infront of me was making out, well attemping to... idk what the heck they were doing, but anyways and they were cuddlign and what not an i just hgouht back to that summer nite when YOU held me in your arms and didnt wanna let go. that first REAL kiss just a month ago, and i realize whether all this is real or not, i still have that feeling for you. I miss you more now than i ever did. but why now??

i know youre like completely head over heels for someone thats not me. I myself have started feeling for someone else, but last nite... never have a felt like that before. and it hurts so much to know im never gonna let it happen, youre never gonna let it, it will never happen.

ive noticed that everytime im feeling lonely i run straiaght to you. everytime youre feeling lonely im always there for you no matter what. i guess we're jsut using each other as wrong as that sounds.

after all these months, ive learned to be a bit mroe optimistic about this, too bad the timming is wrong....

also as im reading over that blog, let me point out one thing. when we "talked" about it the first time, he told me to be optimistic about the whole thing cuz i mentioned that even if i do go to college down tehre we werent gonna have anything. which i am planning on goign to college down where he lives but has nothign to do with him. believe me.