-Sigh-, So there's this girl.... Options

[rAwritsgWeg]

Mmm. There is this girl. I wont give her name. Mmm, anyways. There is this girl and like, she means the world to me. We would talk everyday. All day. At first she was like a friend, and I felt that she was a really cool person. After a little while, I started feeling something. Mmm, I know it cant possibly be love. Not yet. But, I like her alot. its gotten to the point where I just cant live without her. heh. It's like, ok.....My parents had just sent me to this place, home where I'll be for two weeks...its just to get me away from them(parents) and like it sucks here, its boring, im lucky enough that i get to go on cB and whatnot....and like I feel so alone here. She is the thought that gets me by, and like idk....I just wanna tell her my feelings, well sorta have but idk...I'm always there for her and like I always do my best to help her. Mmm. she does the same for me...Now I'm just confused if About like asking her out. I know its too early but like Im not sure if she's ever goin to want to do it. Mmm. I know she likes me, she's told me. She's told me why she does too. People have told me I'm sweet...but something is telling me otherwise...maybe its cuz I'm down...Mmm. Im just not sure what to do. I fee like Im rushing things...from what ive said does it seem so? Mmm if you guys need to know more just ask...but pretty much I'm just asking for advice....also companionship....cuz im alone as fcuk here....


-sighs-

(stupid government.....12days till I get out of here...)

[*Uronacid*]

Wow, dude... you sound like you're going crazy obsessive over a girl that you aren't even in a relationship with yet.

You need to chill. If you like her ask her out. If she says no, accept it. If she says yes, be happy she said yes.

I know you said you were alone. You need to get a-hold of yourself. If you keep being depressed and shit they will just keep you there for longer periods of time.

It sounds like you're in a home for kids who are depressed. I think you should make the best of the situation you're in. Look, you keep saying how and depressed you are. Something is wrong dude, and you need to find out what it is. It's not normal or healthy to sit there and be depressed all the time. That home is for people to help you figure yourself out isn't it... why don't you make those people do their job and make them help you.