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[*Zatanna*]

Originally started by faithin_felix.

Dear cB diary -

I wish I could somehow make the days last for more than 24 hours at a time. It seems like I just can't get everything done lately. :(

And I'm nervous about the new job, but excited at the same time.

[NgocQuyen]

dear cB,
i'm sooo erffing angry at myself. i left my papers for my math class at home. it bothers me so much because i actually DID it...lols. i'm so angry! why?!??! omigosha. i just wish i could skip class today, but unfortunately i can't. grr pants. lols. it's going to be the suck... :/ oh well. i really do need to try harder to pass that stupid class. if i don't get atleast a 3.5 or something like that i won't be able to take jap next year at FSU...i'll be really angry, too. i really want to take that class! well, if i don't get it it's okay i guess. i can just take it some other time right? well, i hope so. i don't know. i'm not taking any kind of classes this summer. hehe, aren't you happy? i'm actually taking a break from school. lolss. these past two summer breaks haven't even been summer break. i've been taking classes every summer. lolss freshman summer i was taking CPT classes. last summer i was taking college courses at TCC. lolss well, i think i need a break. sooo yeah! no more for me! until next year that is...lol ;) i guess i'll just take life as it goes. no need to rush it right? i should enjoy college like a normal person. hehe no need to finish early. not like anyone's opinions of me would change if i were to get my AA early right? hehe, i guess once someone has no respect for you it's hard to build that respect back up again. that is the suck. oh well. i think i'll be okay. hehe i just hope that duke or rice will accept my credits that i have earned...i hope so i hope so! you know what i need to do? i need to email them about that. lols i think i'm going to talk to m.j. about that today. omgs omgs omgs. i really need to. haha, theres no use in waisting my time next year if they're not going to accept my college credits i have now. :P you know if they don't i think i'm going to be quite upset. i've been through so much this year and for them not to accept my credits i would be so angry. :/ that's not very nice you know. lols. ah well, only time will tell. hopefully time will tell me that everything's going to be okay. i still have a lot of work i need to do. especially this weekend. i have some major homework i need to be working on. i just feel so stressed nowadays. i don't know why...i feel like i don't care about school anymore, but then i actually do care. i care if i fail but i don't do anything about it. i would rather not go to school...i know my parents are going to be extremely disappointed in me though if i happen to fail.. :/ that wouldn't be good because i hate disappointing my family. i hate it i hate it. i guess i really do have to try harder. hmm. no gaming for me this weekend okiee? lols ! and no korean dramas either! lols it seems that i've grown obsessed....which is not good. lols ^^ ah well. let's go quyen! *fighting ! ;) lols i can do it i can do it! hehe i don't think i should be going through any of this at this age...but oh well. life's life and i chose this life. so GO GO GO! hehehe it feels so nice just expressing everything inside of me especially since now i have no one to share them with. hehe it's hard going through tough times by yourself. but it's okay! you can do it quyen! hehe. ah well, i guess i must leave it here considering the bell will ring any moment now. tah cB.
queenie