complicated?, eh... just read it please? Options

[drummergirlmarim...]

okay so i like this guy. and i think he might like me. i know. total immature way of using these boards. :p ah well. deal. well. okay, honestly, im 15. ive never been in a relationship cept for a 3 week dating thing that didnt go too well cuz i was "too shy" but actually i didnt know what i was doing. it was my first time dating. what do you expect? well anyways, we're both in band. we're both in percussion. so we spend a lot of time together. and me, well im a happy person. optimistic. and kind of everything i do makes people think im flirting. actually its just me. im huggy, i love life, i kiss my best friend on the cheek (not a very asian thing to do). so now. and i just hold hands with anyone on a daily basis especially when im cold. and steal people's jackets. and whatnot. i should just tell you the facts eh? i like him. and i hold his hands a lot. his hands are uber warm. halloween i invited him to go with my parents and me to w. h0llywood. nice eh? not really. much too many explicit junk. and its so easy to get lost. and i kept on getting lost that he finally just took my hand and we held our hands the whole way. and in that "tangle fingers" way of hold hands. and we also did that when we went to universal studios with our fellow bandsmen m and t. well yeah. thats not the complicated part.
i hate people liking me. i think highschool relationships have too much drama. but sadly. many people mistake my me-ness as "flirting" (what is flirting anyway?! i dont even know what it is....) and they take it as a sign to make their move. and they start liking me. this boy h, p, k, r, and v like me. and its kinda annoying cuz h liked me since last year. same with v... hes kinda stalkerish. k and p are friends that dont like each other cuz they both like me (oh i feel horrible) and r likes me cuz i have no idea. but anyways... yeah. what am i supposed to do... turn completely horrible in order to shoo them away?! man. and i still have complicated feelings about that guy s that i dated for 3 weeks. but i know i like who i like right now. cuz he makes me feel all warm and fuzzy. idk, im blabbing.

[DORKalicious]

awww thats cute yeah i feel the same about hs relationships and about people liking me, theres alot of pressure from peers and stuff. but dont be like me..go out with the boy.