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 Oct 17 2006, 11:30 AM
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Originally started by faithin_felix.
Dear cB diary - I wish I could somehow make the days last for more than 24 hours at a time. It seems like I just can't get everything done lately. :( And I'm nervous about the new job, but excited at the same time. |
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Nov 26 2006, 12:21 AM
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Dear cB diary,
For some reason this Thanksgiving break seems like the longest thing ever. Not that I miss things from school but it seems like I haven't been talking to people these few days. This is just a break from everything I guess. I'm scared that once face it, I'm gonna go back to what I was before. I hate to be on a emotional rollercoaster. All the guessing and hoping...it's just really tiring. It's crazy how a guy can do all of those huh? I don't think I like him anymore but maybe it's because I haven't talked to him for a while. I guess it's for the better because I doubt he'll make a move anyways. But I'm just afraid that once I go back, talking to him will bring it all back; and I KNOW that if we don't talk, I'll get all bummed out cus of it. Ugh, wth is this? I know I like the thought of being in a relationship more than actually liking him. But it's just been too long, I just want to feel it again? It all seems harder now. Back then it was so much easier when everything was so carefree. In my heart I know that R is still there; just that it's not hurting me so bad anymore. It's crazy how ONE PERSON can change me so much. It;s not like I still like him but, I just miss how we were and how "innocent" it was. I was happy. And sometimes I cant wait to get out and start new. |
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I'm depressed as f**k.
What the... Nov 8 2006, 11:17 PM angel_revelation dear cb diary,
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W... Nov 12 2006, 12:38 AM &/degradanca. dear cb diary;
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i was a bit embarassed today.
while... Nov 14 2006, 07:38 PM Wo0yaPo0ya Dear diary,
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today was a snow day it was nice... Nov 28 2006, 05:28 PM UHH dear cbd;
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I'm so relieved that it's Fri... Dec 1 2006, 03:46 PM UHH dear cbd,
forrest is a f**king idiot. Dec 1 2006, 05:00 PM stephinika Dear cB diary,
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I cut my hair today. All by myself ... Dec 2 2006, 11:58 PM UHH dear cbd,
take me away from here. Dec 3 2006, 12:01 AM tic tac. Dear cB Diary,
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*sigh i can't believe we made up AG... Dec 3 2006, 03:38 PM angel_revelation dear cb diary,
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If the tumor in his kidney ... Dec 3 2006, 07:10 PM stephinika Dear cB diary,
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i can't stand high school anymore. it... Dec 8 2006, 08:12 AM Wo0yaPo0ya Dear diary,
I'm so happy it's the weekend... Dec 8 2006, 07:42 PM showme f**k a bitch
rant Dec 9 2006, 04:43 AM Wo0yaPo0ya Dear diary,
I think life's treating me pretty... Dec 9 2006, 10:14 AM guessewho dear cb diary,
I wish i could tell him how i real... Dec 9 2006, 04:55 PM Wo0yaPo0ya Dear diary,
I am SO bored.
My boyfriend was only ... Dec 9 2006, 07:30 PM x1227x dear cbd,
GR i hate her! go to hell. Dec 9 2006, 07:30 PM Wo0yaPo0ya Dear diary,
I've done so much posting in foru... Dec 9 2006, 07:41 PM x1227x dear cbd,
god, why do you have to start so much d... Dec 10 2006, 05:50 PM Lilium Dear cB diary,
It's surprising...the things y... Dec 11 2006, 02:01 PM x1227x dear cbd,
i really hate her. i wish she would get... Dec 11 2006, 07:01 PM minioligo it's just not f**king fair.
what the f**k. jus... Dec 11 2006, 10:48 PM x1227x dear cbd,
you're the bestest friend ever.
... Dec 13 2006, 01:09 AM unconfirmed_existance Dear CBD,
For the last two days my mind has just ... Dec 13 2006, 05:16 PM x1227x dear cbd,
lately, people have been asking me what... Dec 13 2006, 06:18 PM stephinika Dear cB diary,
Today turned out quite nice. His g... Dec 14 2006, 01:35 AM rAwritsgWeg Dear cB Diary,
Time and time again, thoughts of a... Dec 14 2006, 01:15 PM unconfirmed_existance Dear cbd,
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it's almost 500 days...
the day is ... Dec 15 2006, 08:28 PM guessewho Dear CB diary,
What compells me to believe that ... Dec 15 2006, 11:33 PM Winter Dear cB Diary,
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Rant time.
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