Feeling so lonely and sad, ...feeling unloved Options

[*NatiMarie*]

Right now, I haven't been so cheery. Have any of you felt that your friends just don't consider you in anything?
What I mean is this...like they make plans, and don't include you in it?

Lately this has been happening to me and then I start feeling so lonely and left out. I mean, before it was great for me but now everything is just going down hill. I don't know, but today I feel so sad. Usually I don't care but I'm slowly getting deteriorated and losing all the energy that I once had. I'm going so sensitive and I my palms get so sweaty. Before they never did, but I don't know, I feel so tense and just sad. I don't know why I'm going through this. It sucks because I feel like the 'friends' that I thought were going to be there for me...aren't.

My eyes are slowly opening and seeing that all the stuff they tell me, saying that they understand me, means nothing. They don't care, because I'm usually the one trying to make plans for us to get together. Why am I the only one trying?

I'm sorry I made this long...I just had to vent out. I need someone to talk to...

I can't take all the things thrown at me...I don't know what to do...

[Winter]

I feel the same. I used to be in the top class but slowly, my grades started dropping so now I'm in a lower class. My friends in the top class don't include me in their mall trips anymore...

But it's cool you know. Coz then you know who are your real friends. Like now I'm pretty tight with some of the girls in my class. Before that, I thought they were a couple of b*tches but thy're actually really nice.

You sound like the me of some time back. Girl you gotta get out of that state before you end up like me. Even though I'm depressed and all, I do realise my condition is not very good...