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[preciousbabyrae]

i was born with abusive parents. i'd get hit from the most stupidest and such things. once i was badly beaten because i took pictures with my friends that are guy friends and what race they were. what can i say? it was my freakin last year with them and i need pictures for memories.. my mother found them, got mad, beat me until i bruised and bleed called me horrible names and ripped up my pictures. well.. guess what just happpened.. it happened again but with those picture booth pictures you take with friends. i took with my friend kendrick on my birthday weekend. she got soo mad because he was a guy and mainly because he was african american. she's really racist. i know for a fact these tears are happiness......... i dont know what to do.........

[cheri_pi]

i was born with abusive parents. i'd get hit from the most stupidest and such things. once i was badly beaten because i took pictures with my friends that are guy friends and what race they were. what can i say? it was my freakin last year with them and i need pictures for memories.. my mother found them, got mad, beat me until i bruised and bleed called me horrible names and ripped up my pictures. well.. guess what just happpened.. it happened again but with those picture booth pictures you take with friends. i took with my friend kendrick on my birthday weekend. she got soo mad because he was a guy and mainly because he was african american. she's really racist. i know for a fact these tears are happiness......... i dont know what to do.........

That sounds really hateful (and racist!) of your parents.
My advice is to see your school counselor. They're really wonderful people who just want to help you sort out your life. I know there's nothing wrong with you, just your parents, but the school counselor can advise you on what to do in the future and can generally cheer you up :)
Also, they are sworn to secrecy BY LAW. They cannot tell anyone (even the police) anything you say to them, or they'll be fired and fined. (Unless you give them permission, of course). Ask them yourself!
It really can't hurt.

Also, I think you should be aware that that kind of abuse is against the law (beating your children until they bleed). If you wanted to, you have the power to get your parents some kind of help! I think they need it. No one should be beaten (especially for something so silly and racist!!).

Best of luck to you!
I'm SERIOUS about the school counselore thing- all schools have one. Completely confidential. Do it- it's in your hands.