</3 I am heartbroken, And it hurts so much.... Options

[rAwritsgWeg]

Im bleeding
And yes for the reason you are thinking......(yes cutting, i just finished)
I miss her......
I managed to mess everything up with her
and now i sorta have no choice to move on.....
Ive been bitching at my friends
my parents cuased a huge gash in the palm of my hand
and I feel alone
Like ill always be alone
I feel empty......

[***Lucy**]

Oh my god! Umm stop cutting yourself honey!

I know how u feel, i totally understand you:console:

No girl worths what are you doing to yourself and if there's a girl that worths it, her actions will never lead u to do things like this.

Please tale a big breath and try to help yourself. I won't tell u that u shouldn't cry etc. If it makes you feel better then u can cry. Sometimes it's healing. But don't do bad to yourself. There are people that need you don't leave them.

Talk to sb who cares about you.

Please try to be strong

If I could, I would give you a big hug

(if u need to talk to sb, feel free to Pm me whenever you want )

[mznikki]

^ exactly what kimi said. and its so true.

No girl worths what are you doing to yourself and if there's a girl that worths it, her actions will never lead u to do things like this.

Please tale a big breath and try to help yourself. I won't tell u that u shouldn't cry etc. If it makes you feel better then u can cry. Sometimes it's healing. But don't do bad to yourself. There are people that need you don't leave them.

Like everyone else said, (and I'm going to say it too) you shouldn't cut yourself. I use to be really depressed and stuff but I had promised myself as a kid that I would never cut myself.

I use to blame everyone else for my problems. But now, I let them go.

Life goes on. Learn to let the pain go. I hope this somehow helps!

Oh, you should definitely apologize to your friends.
Sometimes, you just need to make your friends your family.
And then start over from there.

yea me too, I had been depressed for 3 years and had thought of suiside on more than one occasion for different reasons, i never cutt myself becuase i had been so self concious of my body and never liked the sight of blood, but as i got help (when i finally accepted the fact that i really needed it back then) i had learned that what is being sad and depressed and suiside going to do? run away and do nothing about it and just stay that way? i knew it wasn't gonna help me at all and it wasn't doing any good and i was wasting my time. I learned to channel my pain into something constructive not destructive, i put it into drawing, art and music. you should definately think of something that will help you do something helpful to you like a hobby from woodworking to drawing to playing the guitar etc. you should do something to help you get your mind off of cutting and your pain. i also learned when i was getting angry with myself or any one else i'd wear a rubber band/ hair band on my wrist and snap it when i was feeling deeply hurt- it helped me control it and it doesn't hurt me. i also learned that even if i'm feeling bad for myself....it really isn't as bad at all compared to other people out there.. they have it way way way worse than you. you should know that you have family and friends that care about you. there are other people out there that don't you should be grateful that they are there for you. there are other ways of getting over this and cutting isn't the right way. it won't help you. this is gonna sound cliche but it is true that everything happens for a reason and its really up to you to do something about it and move on or dwell upon the situation and do nothing. things will get better trust me. just because this girl is not with you any more doesn't mean that that's the end. there's something better planned for you and it'll be a better girl just let fate take its course. because you aren't alone, never forget that. hope this kinda helps and everyone here is here to help as am i =]