</3 I am heartbroken, And it hurts so much.... Options

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Im bleeding
And yes for the reason you are thinking......(yes cutting, i just finished)
I miss her......
I managed to mess everything up with her
and now i sorta have no choice to move on.....
Ive been bitching at my friends
my parents cuased a huge gash in the palm of my hand
and I feel alone
Like ill always be alone
I feel empty......

[*Uronacid*]

Im bleeding
And yes for the reason you are thinking......(yes cutting, i just finished)
I miss her......
I managed to mess everything up with her
and now i sorta have no choice to move on.....
Ive been bitching at my friends
my parents cuased a huge gash in the palm of my hand
and I feel alone
Like ill always be alone
I feel empty......

You're parents didn't cause a huge gash in your arm. You did. I'm sorry you are in a situation that is less than what you had hoped for. If you think that mutilating your own body will help solve the situation. Then by all means, I want you do do it, but I just don't think that cutting yourself will make you feel better. Cutting only makes you lose respect for yourself, and will only put you deeper into depression.

You will not always be alone, but if you keep acting like that. People won't want to hang around you. So get over the situation as quickly as you can.

Also, I know how you feel. Empty and alone... instead of cutting yourself, and bitching at your freinds or parents. Instead of driving the only people who care about you out of your life, making your situation worse. Why don't you spend some time with them.