only my 2nd month of high school, f**ked it up .. Options

[*videogamsta*]

im a freshman, only my 2nd month of high school and im going thru so many muh f**kin problems. This white kid started talking shit about my race like he was trying to be funny, and I was like "STFU" and he's like "wanna fight bytch??" so i threatened him that i was gonna bring a gun to school and threaten his life and come to his house at night with a baseball bat, and for my self defense, i warned him im gonna tell on him the next day for being racist and he tells me if i tell the principal, i can get in trouble more. f**ked up issues ... not only he talked about my race, he insults me in other ways. f**k it man, im juss gonna beat him the f**k down with my bat, i dont give a f**k if i get in more deep shit, cuz its already deep shit .. wtf is this world coming into .. why cant racists just die .. matta fact, y cant dumb ass white ppl all die .. they deserve it .. for hating minorities in the past history

[*Uronacid*]

No offense, but you sound pretty racist yourself. I think that white kid you were talking about was probably a total prick, but honestly... instead of making him more racist by threatening him and telling him you will kill him. Why don't you just prove him wrong. Prove to him that African Americans arn't what he thinks they are. If he wants to fight you fight him, but don't instegate it. Just be calm. Chill out.

BTW, I'm white. Just because things have happend in the history doesn't mean that you should dwell on them. I think it's rediculous how your saying that "White People" owe you for the mistakes of our forefathers. It's not that way anymore. We arn't in eternal debt for what happened. Yeah, I'll even admit. I'm a little racist at times. I don't trust african americans as quickly as I trust caucasians.

- Maybe it's because I live in a ghetto in NY, and I have had african americans consistantly steal over $5,000 worth of electronics from my home from me.

-Just recently I had an african american come up to my kiosk in the mall and steal two laptops worth 1,000 dollars a piece.

-African americans consistantly confront me with the sale of drugs.

-I saw an african american woman push her husband infront of a car while looking out the front window of my house.

-My mother took a picture of a car on fire. It was from some african american men doing a drive by shooting.

-We moved out of albany when I was 4 years old because stray bullets from a local gang were hitting the back of our house.

I try not to associate african americans with these things, but based on my experience as a human being it has only become increasingly difficult to look at an african american the same way as a caucasian. I'm trying not to be racist. I know that caucasians steal, do drugs, and fight people. I don't want to make you feel bad, but by you saying what you said to him. You probably only made rascism worse.

I have black friends, and even they understand where I'm comming from. I'm pretty sure your black. I see things from your piont of view. You're upset because people are treating you different because of your skin color. I think it's totally wrong. I think is sick, and I believe everyone deserves an equal chance. I'm sorry this guy treated you like shit.

I want you to see many of our pionts of view. You have to realize that have black skin makes you look different. I'm going to give you a good example. Picture this:

You are a green person. You live with a bunch of plue people that you don't know, and a bunch of red people that you don't know. Now, the blue people and the red people both do bad things all the time; and it's unfortunate but there is a visual difference that distingushes them. You happen to catch the blue people doing bad things consistanly. The red people do do bad things, but you don't notice it as much. After a while, you begin to associate the blue people with alot of bad things that have happened in your life. You're consistantly told not to associate them with those things. So, you try hard not to, but because of your past/present experience it becomes increasingly difficult.


Where am I going with all this?

I know it's wrong to be rascist. I try hard not to be, but it's becoming increasingly difficult. I have black friends, and I really like them. I try and respect everyone I see. I guess all I'm saying is... don't prove them right... prove them wrong. Kill him with kindness... if someone is racist don't give them a reason to be. Getting mad, and making death threats is only going to make the racism worse.