oh my f**king goodness, something is messed up with me Options

[loveTWOhateTWO]

Okay, so there's this guy [named Will]. I met him in 6th grade [im in 8th now]. So me and him were moderately good friends. We would always hang out at school. So I started liking him in like the middle of sixth grade. Yeah, I had some good times with that kid, but then he found out that I liked him, and then this whole thing happened with him and I was supposed to get over him, and then I thought I was, and I thought I liked this other guy [one of my brother's friends], and then me and Will were friends again, but then I fell for him again... And then he got pissed again, so we weren't friends. Pretty much, that whole thing made seventh grade the worst year of my life... not to mention other problems with friends. Well so annnnyhow, I did a lot of thinking over the summer... I fell for this other guy named Cameron [also a brother's friend], and I thought I was over Will, so I told Will that I was honestly over him... After a few months of working things out, me and Will are friends again. Well Cameron has a girlfriend already, and plus, he's my brother's friend, so that makes my chances with him a LOT slimmer, and so I sorta let it die down, so that I wouldn't get hurt by him or anything. When 8th grade started, I put pictures of Cameron in my locker anyway. I still like Cameron, but now I think I like Will again. I mean, we actually talk a little bit now... but we BARELY talk, and when we do, it's not about anything important. So I'm not sure if I like HIM or just how he LOOKS, or if I'm just attached to him, or just attatched to the feeling of liking him... Ughh... I don't know!! I'd really like to know why I still can't stop thinking about him, or dreaming about him, or seeing his face when I close my eyes.

Is this normal, or am I just really messed up?

[Aerjae]

Honestly, I think you're pretty messed up. First of all, you don't know what you want so you're just messing around until you find what you want... which, unfortunatley, you havn't. I may seem like you're messing with their heads, but you're actually messing with yours. Try to settle for one. Or you can try to take a creak and find other things to do that will get you away from liking all these guys. Think about what you do and how well you do it.

[loveTWOhateTWO]

Honestly, I think you're pretty messed up. First of all, you don't know what you want so you're just messing around until you find what you want... which, unfortunatley, you havn't. I may seem like you're messing with their heads, but you're actually messing with yours. Try to settle for one. Or you can try to take a creak and find other things to do that will get you away from liking all these guys. Think about what you do and how well you do it.

Well I do have other things that I do, and I don't focus all my time into these problems. I have bigger problems, and better things. There are just certain things that certain people do that trigger certain emotions, which are brought up in my mind at different times due to specific things, which give me the idea to make topics such as these. So it's not like this is the only thing I'm focusing on... I'm not ruining my entire life over it. I just want to know what's going on with this section of my life. I have more problems than just this, and I deal with them in different times and different places, and I chose this place for this problem