oh my f**king goodness, something is messed up with me |
 Sep 29 2006, 08:41 PM
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Okay, so there's this guy [named Will]. I met him in 6th grade [im in 8th now]. So me and him were moderately good friends. We would always hang out at school. So I started liking him in like the middle of sixth grade. Yeah, I had some good times with that kid, but then he found out that I liked him, and then this whole thing happened with him and I was supposed to get over him, and then I thought I was, and I thought I liked this other guy [one of my brother's friends], and then me and Will were friends again, but then I fell for him again... And then he got pissed again, so we weren't friends. Pretty much, that whole thing made seventh grade the worst year of my life... not to mention other problems with friends. Well so annnnyhow, I did a lot of thinking over the summer... I fell for this other guy named Cameron [also a brother's friend], and I thought I was over Will, so I told Will that I was honestly over him... After a few months of working things out, me and Will are friends again. Well Cameron has a girlfriend already, and plus, he's my brother's friend, so that makes my chances with him a LOT slimmer, and so I sorta let it die down, so that I wouldn't get hurt by him or anything. When 8th grade started, I put pictures of Cameron in my locker anyway. I still like Cameron, but now I think I like Will again. I mean, we actually talk a little bit now... but we BARELY talk, and when we do, it's not about anything important. So I'm not sure if I like HIM or just how he LOOKS, or if I'm just attached to him, or just attatched to the feeling of liking him... Ughh... I don't know!! I'd really like to know why I still can't stop thinking about him, or dreaming about him, or seeing his face when I close my eyes.
Is this normal, or am I just really messed up? |
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Sep 29 2006, 08:52 PM
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I still want to be his friend... Like, I don't even know him very well anymore, but I know who he USED to be, which makes me want to know him now. I don't know how to go about doing this without seeming clingy and shit... because that's partly how everything bad happened last year.
Like, I still find myself afraid that he'll be pissed at me if I try to talk to him. |
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.Hakalu oh my f**king goodness Sep 29 2006, 08:41 PM
Kathleen It sounds completely normal. I was in a similar po... Sep 29 2006, 08:47 PM Kathleen Don't be. Or at least try not to. Honestly, i... Sep 29 2006, 09:26 PM
.Hakalu QUOTE(Kathleen @ Sep 29 2006, 9:26 PM) Do... Sep 30 2006, 12:29 AM My Cinderella. Sounds like you're in a tough cookie. I think ... Sep 29 2006, 09:34 PM hardxcoreL0VER I think it's because like.. you've spent ... Sep 29 2006, 10:00 PM R.E.D Oh man, I've been through this so many times. ... Sep 29 2006, 10:04 PM just_rissa Honestly, I think you're pretty messed up. Fir... Sep 30 2006, 12:37 AM .Hakalu QUOTE(just_rissa @ Sep 30 2006, 12:37 AM)... Sep 30 2006, 12:45 AM |
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