Disgusted with yourself..., yeah.. |
 Sep 22 2006, 11:47 PM
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te quiero  Group: Banned Posts: 2,586 Joined: Apr 2004 Member No: 14,678  |
Have you ever done something that seemed fun and okay to do at the time, but later on regretted it so much that you're just completely disgusted with yourself?
Like... My first kiss (not counting anything before 2nd grade, lol) was a bus-dare while we were on a field trip (8th grade). The guy was okay-looking but I hardly knew him at all and I was so anxious to actually kiss somebody that I was just like "okay" and I did. We ended up making out the rest of the ride back... and the next day back in school, we resumed ignoring each other. I really regret wasting my first kiss on something stupid like that. There's also the fact that I'm more relaxed around guys and whenever I talk to my guy-friends, I tend to be more... not as clean as I'd like to be. And when we're talking everything's okay... we crack dirty jokes, talk about stuff that I would normally just keep quiet about. But then, when I'm alone and I'm thinking back on the day, I find myself going "Why the hell did I say that?" and being completely embarassed despite the fact that it already passed and I'm alone. Ugh. I'm sick of being completely disgusted by the things I do. And I keep telling myself that next time, I'll think before I act, but it never works. I'm pretty much an impulsive person and do whatever I feel like doing at the time, no matter how much I regret it later. You ever feel this way? |
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Sep 23 2006, 08:56 PM
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 Yawn Group: Staff Alumni Posts: 9,530 Joined: Nov 2004 Member No: 65,772 |
I def have felt that way.
I regretted going too far then I should of with certain guys. Like I was disgusted with myself. Took like a 45 min shower and kept brushing my teeth like a million times. Regretted and disgusted with certain guys I've dated as well. There are 2 big ones that I really regret, but a whole lot of instances that I really have just been disgusted with myself about. Though, I haven't really done anything like that in over a year, which I'm really happy about. I just was so disgusted with guys I stopped dating for a while. Waited til I was more secure with myself, and stronger. However, I'm much better now, things are a lot different. |
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[X]poised Disgusted with yourself... Sep 22 2006, 11:47 PM
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I totally wasted my firs... Sep 23 2006, 01:40 PM suddenly she i don't understand.
i'm generally impulsiv... Sep 23 2006, 07:18 PM [X]poised ^^^
I know I'm different now... But what I reg... Sep 23 2006, 07:42 PM
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hahaha. Wow.... you're kinda funny.
And D... Sep 23 2006, 10:51 PM Dr. Phil Dr. Phil says you have no reason to be afraid of D... Sep 23 2006, 10:57 PM .Hakalu Hmm... I feel the same way all the time. Like, I a... Sep 30 2006, 01:27 AM |
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