Thrown Away...., I Need help... Options

[rAwritsgWeg]

Yea so like at the begining of the summer, I was my normal self. And like halfway through, I met someone. Someone who has and will affect me to the stage of complete and utter derpression. Me and my girlfriend. Well my ex. We broke up like 5-6 days ago. I have ben completely depressed since then and like she said that she can give me another chance but im not sure if i should take it because ive been doing some research and like, it seems like shes going out with soneone else. and like why would she give me another chance if shes with someone else? Im going f****** insane becuase of this. I think the only person who knows about this(well somewhat) is katie. But yea im like going insane and was wondering if i could get any advice or something

im like in tears like rito now too
cuz i just read everything her and this guy have been saying to each other

wtf.....i feel like i dont need to be here anymore. Oh yea, the other day....i tried to jump in front of a train. and like someone called me and i didnt do it....that feelin keeps on coming back.....and this shit is fuggin with me.............

[kstar]

im so sorry that happend :( breaking up definetly hurts

I have been through the same thing though...when me and my ex broke up i held on soo tight and so much stuff happend. he was the first guy i said i loved. We were at a party not to long after we broke up and we started kissing on this couch and then right after he got up and started making out with my best friend... it hurt like hell. he broke up with me on valetines day too. It serioulsy felt like i would never get over it...and it took about a year but i eventually did. I promise that your gunna feel better about it... its gunna hurt like hell for a while but it will go away!