Thrown Away...., I Need help... Options

[rAwritsgWeg]

Yea so like at the begining of the summer, I was my normal self. And like halfway through, I met someone. Someone who has and will affect me to the stage of complete and utter derpression. Me and my girlfriend. Well my ex. We broke up like 5-6 days ago. I have ben completely depressed since then and like she said that she can give me another chance but im not sure if i should take it because ive been doing some research and like, it seems like shes going out with soneone else. and like why would she give me another chance if shes with someone else? Im going f****** insane becuase of this. I think the only person who knows about this(well somewhat) is katie. But yea im like going insane and was wondering if i could get any advice or something

im like in tears like rito now too
cuz i just read everything her and this guy have been saying to each other

wtf.....i feel like i dont need to be here anymore. Oh yea, the other day....i tried to jump in front of a train. and like someone called me and i didnt do it....that feelin keeps on coming back.....and this shit is fuggin with me.............

[DisOriental85]

I dont want to sound clichey and say, I've been through it, but I have... When my ex broke up with me, i felt the same, and I just wanted to do something crazy... When she did it, I broke down into tears, punched concrete walls and the road, hoping the physical pain would take away the pain I was feeling inside... Like everyone will tell you, you will move on... It may just take some time... Second chance, I wouldn't even think about it, if what you said is true, about her seeing someone else already... Don't do anything to hurt yourself, instead try this, write a letter explaining to her how much it hurts, but don't give her the letter, talk to other friends, hang out in groups, and take this time to become a better person... Life in my view is not how we live it, its how we adapt to different situations... I dont want to cross any religious boundaries or anything, but I believe we have a predestined path set by God, but we change it everyday we make a decision... So become a better person and you'll be alright... (Not that you are not a good person but everyone is due for an upgrade or self-improvement, right?) Hope this helps...