Breaking Down |
Breaking Down |
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A year ago, I was very confident about myself and to people around me. i try not to avoid people or i will miss an opportunity to meet new people. I was courageous and fought against my fear. Then, i was able to face and had fun with people. Back then, i had low self esteem and I wasn't quite comfortable socializing with people. I always felt apart from them.
This new school year, i felt different. i lose my sense of who i am. i felt a major impact from last year and this year. Something is bringing me down. i wasn't confident, or courageous anymore which means, I'm really losing myself. I don't even know my goal anymore. I feel very isolated by people and...lonely. I have trouble facing people now. I am a lot less happy from last year. Last year was a blast and all that jazz with friends. Yeah, I am really paranoid about myself. What can I do about myself? I lived by quotes and it's not working anymore or ... I forgot these quotes. |
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AWWW!! its okay i kno that feeling is bad but its all the process of become a teenager you end up in a bad stage, but the important part is trying to get through that stage. The hell if people dont say hi to you and you say hi to them just let them be..dont you think you should feel relieve to get rid of bad friends? i agree with Uronacid just act as if you are confident almost everybody does. i kno a gurl who is totally outgoing and i became really cool friends with her, she is really popular but once i got to know her she is the most shyest person ever! i asked her wat the heck like why is she so popular if shes so shy. she just told me she just acts like shes all that when really shes not.
and if you dont want to act, jus be yourself the hell with everybody else. in fact the HELL WITH EVERYTHING. ![]() |
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