Breaking Down Options

[demolished]

A year ago, I was very confident about myself and to people around me. i try not to avoid people or i will miss an opportunity to meet new people. I was courageous and fought against my fear. Then, i was able to face and had fun with people. Back then, i had low self esteem and I wasn't quite comfortable socializing with people. I always felt apart from them.



This new school year, i felt different. i lose my sense of who i am. i felt a major impact from last year and this year. Something is bringing me down. i wasn't confident, or courageous anymore which means, I'm really losing myself. I don't even know my goal anymore. I feel very isolated by people and...lonely. I have trouble facing people now. I am a lot less happy from last year. Last year was a blast and all that jazz with friends.



Yeah, I am really paranoid about myself. What can I do about myself? I lived by quotes and it's not working anymore or ... I forgot these quotes.

[l3luemoon]

i know how you feel, when i transfered schools my sophmore year at the start i was all talkative cause i just wanted to make some quick friends and then i just stoped. i am a shy person and i always have been but my freshman year was the year where i put that all aside, i became the loud funny guy in class that every one knew. but since i transfered i just don't seem to care because i know that once i graduate im gone for this place forever (only 8 more months) but now that my senior year has come i feel like i have wasted my high school years and i want to make this year as good as my freshman year but now im rusty and im shy. you just have to force your self. if some one doesn't say hi to you one day then just keep on saying hi to them every day. you can't fear being rejected.