MY LOVE LIFE SUCKS!!!!, *sigh* Options

[Tal_Dara]

I haven't had a girlfriend in the longest time and it totally sucks. I am 19 years old and I feel that I'm not that bad lookin of a guy. (If you wanna see my pics go to the pictures forum and click on Member pics 3.0) I dunno what it is...Its so friggnin hard to find that special someone, and if i do find that certain someone then it turns out they don't like me.

*sigh* am I to be destined to be single and sassy all my life. I want someone to hold and cuddle with as well . I would love to be able to go out places with that special someone and have them fall asleep in your arms. I read about how other people are having the best times of their lives with that special someone they like and it just eats me up inside. Why can't I be that lucky? I dunno, do I sound desperate? Who knows, all I know is that this guy has a one way ticket to Bachelorsville and it looks like he aint coming back.

[ichiban]

My love life blows. Yes, I'm only 12 years old but it still blows. I'll tell you a story too: i was in fourth grade, and my best friend was this guy named Jason. i liked him alot, and soon it became as more than a friend. I had all these crazy dreams about our FUTURE together and stuff...okay fast forwarding to FIFTH GRADE..during May, Jason told me he liked me online. During that time, I still liked him. But i didn't tell him that i loved him back. Instead I did the stupidest thing ever [ I IMed him back and said, YOu're weird] ... and then a week later he stopped liking me and started liking one of my best friends. Then sixth grade began...five monthes of sixth grade has passed and Jason and I haven't spoken to each other ONCE. For a while, I was stuck in depression. I felt like our friendship was only kept together by LOVE.

I don't know if this helps or not but anyways...Just felt like typing it

ANd the only reason I got over Jason was because of JAMES! Man i liked him alot, but hardly as much as Jason. James, surprisingly, liked me back. I got with him on a Friday as i recall. 4 days later, one of my friends came up to me and said, James said he doesn't like you anymore. I was like, WHAT? I didn't want to go up to talk to him, i was really disappointed. As i was walking home tht day, my friend named York came up to me and said, You know James likes someone else, and she likes him back. I ddin't really want to know who it was. But i found out later that afternoon. It was my friend, Eva. I couldn't believe it. I ddin't know what to think. I just started hating both Eva and James. I couldn't hElp it. I was thinking, WHAT KIND OF LOVE LIFE DO I HAVE?? THE LONGEST RELATIONSHIP I HAVE IS FOUR DAYS!!

But what I'm saying is, You'll eventually find someone in your life.
Hope this helps :D